Hey Tumblr. It’s been a while.
There was a point in my life where I promised myself that I would never get to a second time. Well I am at that point. I have been diagnosed with depression again. I can’t explain how I got here or why I did but it just happened. Maybe it was my uncle’s passing or possibly my severe anxiety. I can’t explain. It makes me upset to know I have all these issues. Sometimes I even feel mental or I am a nut job. I am trying to not let this diagnosis defy who I am. I am Ericka Sanderson, a cheerful loving person who is not sad all the time. Constantly laughing. I just became numb. Numb to the past. Numb to feeling. Everything.
I’ll bounce back eventually. I always do.
She’s lost control again.
I legitimately left my heart at the bay.